I’ve been on the verge of tears all day, it’s finally hitting me that this is all over. And although I may have hated a lot of high school, I also loved a lot of other parts of it. This entire week I’ve been sorta regretting deciding to move to Chicago because I don’t feel like my friends will want to keep in touch and even if they want to, we won’t put forth enough effort for it to happen. It’s scary that I’m moving so soon, and although I’m looking forward to being with all of them this summer, it’s also a countdown to us losing touch and like what if we don’t even actually talk this summer? I know that it’s good to change it up and meet new people and experience new things, but I like things the way that they are and I don’t want to let go. Jalalejehejska.